But what I feel deep inside of me is that God is trying to teach me about "life management skills" through this chaos of responsibilities and tasks to be done in such short time.
Now, you may find this a little geek of my part, but if you know me personally, you find me a little geek nonetheless, lol! The thing is I like to divide my life in "sections", and right now this is how my life is "divided":
- My relationship with God
- My relationship with my girlfriend
- Job at church/TV (because they are pretty mixed)
- The youth leadership
And so I need to find the best way to use my time correctly so none of these areas are prejudiced by the other, or become deficient. At first that may seem like an easy task: just work out a good schedule that fits all those needs and go for it. But there lies the little big problem, in the "go", where we end up in the same million-dollar question from before...
It's funny how so many issues in my life are coming down to this self-discipline-based question. But my hope is that God will give me an answer in the right time, when all the right questions are made, and that will result in an explosion of blessings in my life and in those around me...
Thanks y'all for reading, and I'll leave you with a video that really spoke to me this week. See ya!
Well, it isn't necessarily a geek statement... apart from the fact that it is coming from a geek - hehehe, I agree with you on that - this is actually how you see yourself in the big picture right now... and that's a good thing. It's a sign that you're longing for something bigger than yourself. You've gotta be careful though, so you don't let these things your life spins around spin your head instead. ;)
ReplyDeleteAh! And feel free about the coca-cola insight, it's not like it's a trademark of mine. hehehehe